its coming again:(

ive this disease since i was age of 17yo.
then it continued when i was going my national service for 3mnths..
sepanjang i was there..at one tyme i was attacked n admit in the hospital for one day period..
i was thought that it was the last tyme but then,unfortunately it wasnt for a last..
the third tyme were too horrible among all fourth attacked because it was happened in toilet at home..
after the third tyme happen..
ma parents planned to send me to go check to the specialist at tawakal hospital..
and the result was suck..
im not decided to tell anybdy who not too close with me.
for those who knew my disease were lucky cz they no need to be afraid when i will attack for the next tyme..
this matter were too ambrassing ok!i keep cry cry n cry every nyte since i was admit at the hosp. seberangjaya on 16th,17th and 18th nov 2009:(
i hope peep's around me will gve me a big hand to support me to keep survive in this life.
for those involved time i was attacked at ktm at that nyte coincidentally,i would say a great thankx dear for u guys help..
appreciate sgt..
kalo korg tade terkontang kanting la saya jawab nyer kat ctu..
ok la..
nak tulis pjg2 pon lagy byk airmata yg jatoh ni..
taley nak cakap pe slen thankx to all:))
lots of love,te amo sara<3

suka duka senda tawa rasa hati kecewa senyum sedih MANUSIA=)

hey all..
nak merapu kejap neyh..
uhmm..
idk y evrything going soooo badly!!!
especially people around me!!
uhmm
some treat me soo nicely n some i felt like they hated me much:(
somehow i happy where i staying,with whom...
but,ntah la..
i just felt like evrythng goes wrong!!
hard to describe..
org laen tak salah pon..
i je ske pk bukan2..
to not always n crazy thinking about those thingy..
i juzt kept silence n make things goes naturally like nothing shit happened!!!
cz thats the only way i can keep built my spirit n strong my strength!

last,for who caring about me,jz thankx can i shout for u!!
cz i dunno how to express my thankx:)
for you,millions of thankx!!!cz u take a gud care of me.giving me love.sharing evrythng.i do loves you so much<3

idk wat the fucking bullshit @&%^$#@^&*( i blogged about!!!
hmm...
jz enjoy reading yah!!
hehe:D



for my mok+ayah,on 12th sept was their birthday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR BOTH sayangku!!!
bro-22nd years old=)
daddy-54th years old=)
yay!!!sume pon da tua2!!!
ahaha..
tapi aten sayang korang..
ayah..
u're such a gud daddy for me..
u grow me up well until me,who im now!!!
thanx ayah n mama too:D
to mok...
ure ma greatest cool n loving brother to me!!
i love u la bro..
hehe:D
muacx2 a lot!!!
dun leave me k??

dinner at Genting View Resort

kbtolan aku berhenti kje on 22th June ai tu.twos aku folo ma sis p dinner atas angin tuh:) hehe:D skunk ni aku menganggur la wat  mse 2mggu ni. agak bosan tapi aku suke cz dapat spend tyme nan baby aku<3

mak aku la soh teman akak aku knonnyer p sane.padahal de ader je membe kat sane.aku ni teman isi perot jek.owg da ajak p dinner,ape lagi!!hoorrreyyy!!!ngee:D tu yg resultnyer skunk ni r.tempat pengumpulan lemak is kat perot dan peha ok.t jangan terkojut tgok ak bukak sem t:) wuharrrghh!!hodoh!sumpah hodoh!tapi tape..ader je owg sayang:) kiki:D

k la..tataw pe ag nak meghaban,n here a few pictures of me over there with my sis:)

ader rahsia disebalik nape sara kena duduk:( huhu:D

malam dinner tuh,

"International Cultural Night"

end of dinner:)

ni la akibat kalo kene tinggal sengsowg kat lam aprtment:)

depan cermin bilik,muahcx:)

ok,tats all for my new posting:)either u love it like it hate it WHATEVER, just enjoy it:)

      

sara oh! rara on rebelled:D

setengah hari bersama mereka:))

Hye guys!!

on Disember 10th '08.bersamaan dengan hari rabu pada pukul tepat 3p.m.ak telah diajak keluar dengan mmbe PLKN ak yang sememangnyer ak rindu dowg sgt2..they were ailin & nana.maybe kowng ta kenal.if knal bgus la.rapat2kan la sirratulrahim yerk??ngee:))

ailin&nana

last ak jupe downg after hbes plkn on Jun7th:) uma ktowang dekat tapi nk jupe cket pnyer ssh.ailin kat uitm perak,nana kat mmu mlka mse tuh n ak kat uitm penang hurmm..harapan nk jupe.ayun..jangan mara cz uma ktowng dekat.ko jaoh.next tyme ea yun??ngee:D coliee:)) mle2 ak tamao ikot dowg ni if ak tataw tempat patu nana mara ak.de kater,

nana:sara jom kuar??nak??dekat2 jek.lepak2..

sara:lorh..nk g mne jek??

nana:pegi la mne2 yg dekat2.lepak2 mnum2 jek.ailin pon ader.

sara:ouh if cmtuh tapela.da taw nk g ne t bitaw ak ea??(gelak:D)

nana:laa..ngde..ikot je ahh!!

(nana da start mara da tyme tuh)

kiki..klaka jek.at last ak berjaya kuar nan derang hasil pjok rayu ak kat ma mom:D hoho:) da dapat permission.dengan spantas kilat bersiap!haha:d yay!!nana dtg pick up!last2 ktowg pegi jaya jusco au2.bapak boshan.nanailin mamam.ak ta mam.ktowg mam kat SUBWAY.klaka ouh..

s:weh jom p old town r..cam besh.

a&n:k jom!

s:yay( lam aty:)) )

n:dok kat tempat prvte cket ah.(confident ni)

a&s:reserved la na(hampa:()

sekali nan muke yang tebal lagi berani..kami melangkah keluar nan gahnyer dari old town tersebot!!huahaha:D giler maloo siak.tapi tape.kter rmi kan??(pdahal 3ketol jek:X) last2 msok subway.kaka.vodoh jek.lepas mam an ktowg msok shop by shop.tapi window shop je la enh memandangkan shop2 kat jj tuh "best" belaka.hurmm.ktowg p ELIANTO taw.(idea ailin)

a:weh..q-tex(ak tataw nk spell ouh:P)

s:jom!!(setuju je ek??haha)

s:lawa ouh sky blue ni.

(masing2 test q-tex) 

ailin ske color yang same nan ak.nana de plek sket.kiki:D de nak wane darah gak.haha:))

(nana nga test ni)

s:na!!darah!!(de pki merah darah)

a&n:(gelak)vodoh!!

ktowang cam bese tembakgambar dalam toilet&kete.huahaha:D ni haselnyer:)

sara&nana&ailin

tembak lam kete n toilet:)

abes tuh..da tataw nk g ne then ktowg decide nk p mcD setiawangsa.(idea nana)folo je la en spt bese..hoho:D smpi kat mcD.ak order twister fries,ailin order sunday choc,nana mam ktowng pnye>.<

ailin gila!tapi kter sayang awak:D

cooperS&nana&ailin(uma nana:D)

sara&nana<3

montot nana(aku geram!!)haha:D

patu.sedar ta sedar.da kul 730p.m da.mak ak da msj2 da soh blek.mox(bdyguard ak) da kol2 soh blek.hurmm pe ag.balek la..hee:)(pasrah)hoho:D for da first tyme ailin kasi ak dok depan..hwargh..ailin..sayang awak taw!!kiki..nana anta ailin dlu cz 1way patuh bru anta ak.klaka nana salah uma ag tyme amek ak petang tuh.haha.klaka r nana ni.heish..ni our picca during our day together:)cayunk nanailin<3