PELIK@$#%*&(*%#%&*#

weird!
yes,i do weird when something we used to do it everyday, every second or every single things u do is about TOGETHER!!
but then at one time,someone dengan tak sengaja or sngaja dah berjaya made us think of sumthng.
cukup la u said u dun wanna see us together again!
enuff with that!
we'll think of another way to change our life,thank sis!
ntah la..
mybe we're mean to be soo close untill someone was thought dat we're close in a bad way..
tired weyh,tired ok!!!aku da penat da dgr org pk -vely abt us..
anyway,lantak la org nak cakap pe pon and i dun wanna give a damn pon..
lantak same ko!
aku ade jantan aku jugak!
ergh!!
n now im tryng too avoid any of speculation which can made me crazy to think of it..
but anyway, it doesnt mean i will lose her..
no no no,never!!!
i'll still her BFF though,sorry ha guys:))
cz she's part of my gojes girl which mean, XOXO; gossipgirls<3

lots of love,te amo;sara<3

P E R S O A L A N ! ! !

persoalannyer??
kenapa aku macam ni??
aku yang pilih sume ni ke weh??
salah ke ape yg aku wat ni??
kalo aku salah..pls,gimme another chance!
please!!
last,cz idk wat else i need to say..
can i be wat i am supposed to be without any speculative up from anybody???
there's any hole for me to avoid or change anything had goes wrong??
..................

its coming again:(

ive this disease since i was age of 17yo.
then it continued when i was going my national service for 3mnths..
sepanjang i was there..at one tyme i was attacked n admit in the hospital for one day period..
i was thought that it was the last tyme but then,unfortunately it wasnt for a last..
the third tyme were too horrible among all fourth attacked because it was happened in toilet at home..
after the third tyme happen..
ma parents planned to send me to go check to the specialist at tawakal hospital..
and the result was suck..
im not decided to tell anybdy who not too close with me.
for those who knew my disease were lucky cz they no need to be afraid when i will attack for the next tyme..
this matter were too ambrassing ok!i keep cry cry n cry every nyte since i was admit at the hosp. seberangjaya on 16th,17th and 18th nov 2009:(
i hope peep's around me will gve me a big hand to support me to keep survive in this life.
for those involved time i was attacked at ktm at that nyte coincidentally,i would say a great thankx dear for u guys help..
appreciate sgt..
kalo korg tade terkontang kanting la saya jawab nyer kat ctu..
ok la..
nak tulis pjg2 pon lagy byk airmata yg jatoh ni..
taley nak cakap pe slen thankx to all:))
lots of love,te amo sara<3

tak srupe bikin!!!

str8 to da point je la ek..
malas nak ppjngkan cte yer??
dulu kau cakap,"I DUN DATE WITH MY CLASSMATE"!!

yah..
aku tgok sampai mane..
but then ko jugak cari clasmate..
blah la weh..
cermin diri..
then egt blek pe yg ko da cakap k??
please..

ko rapat nan aku..
but twas not the reason y close with me..
u have another reason n just now i knew it,OK!!!
btapa lame lako smpan pekung ko tuh..
cam haram..

da la..
please la wat hal sndri ea??
aku cam pissed off with ur words cz not even one i'll believe in u!
ok??

get lose and get ur life,please!!
now u have her..
please,take care of her..



"when someone honest in relationship,must another peeps wanna interrupt our relationship..
but y??"


end~
lots of love,te amo:SARA<3

sem's break will come sooner:)

what im goin to do for my whole break ha??
uhmm..
mcm nak keje..
tapi..
tataw nak keje ape..
tapela..
nak mintak greenlite kat mama dulu nak kje kat butik levis kat Wangsa Walk Wangsa Maju..
kalo boleyh......
gooooooooooo.....
yeay!!
fulus fulus fulus around in my eys..kachingggg:)))

k k..
ttyl<3 muah2..
lots of love..
te amo,sara:)

i aint perfect??am i ryte friends??

yes,the title was right!
im totally lost for wat im doing ryte now..
idk n i dun have any idea what im goin to do with my whole life..
everybody were annoyed by me,kan??
im such asshole..

ape yg aku da wat ha sara??
tapi bukan aku tak cuba..
aku tak bodoh tuk tros mmbodohkan diri aku ok.
aku cuba tok jadi membe,sahabat,kawan yg baek tok korg..
but still people out there who still cant accpt me as their fren,mybe!
cz of silly joke,accidentally joke n gamble to say anything crap without think of people's heart..
i've hurted someone's heart accidentally without realised it.
i damn stupid for that case..
09th NOV,09 was my horrible day!

aku susahkan org mintak tolong aku pindah barang..
aku saketkan aty org..
n org yg aku cari is my family..
i missed call my home n they called me back..
im happy n totally missed my mom like hell..
once i heard her voice..
everythng was fine then the feeling still exist though!

i hate to feeling that way..
for you..
please,i cant go any further anymore..
enuf for tis sem!
i'd much fun n happy for get along with u for this whole semester:D
BUT,i prefer for the truth friendship n our old US!!

tired to type for this length..
til c u guys on my next post:D
lots of love,sara:D

good girl gone bad=)

im just a lil' daddy's girl who din knew anything and innosence but once she used to knew the world,she gone wild n wild.what she did always wrong wrong n wrong. y those kept happened to her??izit still her fault??if yes she done wrong in her way to be a matured peep,please...right her in the right path.now she almost have what she want n need.but what else she want???like others too..people always dun grateful what had they got in this life..and same goes to her!currently she still under control.n for my RELATIVES out there,please watch out ur mouth n think wat u're doin k dude???cz ur otak cant think which is a gud n bad thing.yes,ader bnde yg kte bley kongsi sesama kazens.but please..kau tade hak nak keco2 pasal bnde ni cz u're not my parents either!!for those who terasa while read this,just shut ur mouth cz everybdy had known d!k??jgn sampai pekung diri sndri da pecah baru nak cari kazens sndri nak minta tolong..k??byk agy bnde yg bley kngsi with ur own mother instead of u talking crap abt ur own relatives k bitch??jaga tepi kain sndri sudeyh..aku nak seksi ke liar ke nak mati ke..aku punyer pasai k??dah..tuh je nak cakap..thanks cz dah berjaya buat aku blog pasal ko n skluarga:)



end til now..c yaw??cupx:)