whooshhh dup dap dup dap!

hello buddies,
im gonna end my year with something extraordinary.
n now, im totally cant wait for it! hell yeah!
those places pls do wait for me! :)
i will rocking the world with ya! ngee:D
2011 will coming soon.
goodbye 2010.
hurt,sick,pain,sour,bitter and those strange feeling please go far far away from me.
even i knew it wont be happen.aihh.
hidup ni ada naik turun de kan?
sume perasaan akan dapat jugak kita rasa.
walau macam mane hebat pon tentangannya. kan?
eventhough superhero,but still they're an ordinary human.
tapela,sara kan sara. mesti kuat! yeahh! HEHE \m/
memory,yang manis kita simpan! yang tak berapa nak manis tu..emm lupakan je la sara.ok?
2010,ramai datang dan pergi..
hope in 2011,pls do stay with me!
eventhough i know everyone walks in and out!
damn i hate it!-.-
so,2011..do be good to me! insyallah:)
to all my family members, u all have a great bonding ever to me! i love them lots<3
to whom still stayed til whenever they'll stay besides me,i hope u can stay longer than i thought! :)
sayang, thankx to be there besides me! lets go vacay then! HAHA;p


*soon,photo will upload then :)

kita rasa kosong,tapi sebenarnya ada

bila cakap pasal perasaan. sumpah sara tasuka. aih. sebab perasaan neh sangat2 la complicated. and sampai satu tahap tu.kita taley control perasaan kita. rasa nak debik2 je perasaan tu kan? selalu sangat rasa hidup ni bosan. tapi sebenarnya masih ada orang yang boleh buang rasa bosan kita tu. orang tu yang kita tak sangka boleh menghasilkan buah ketawa buat kita. bila pikir balek,dorang la yang buat kita lebih menghargai hidup. kan? tanpa dorang? kita sunyi, seperti hidup dalam bilik yang takde bekalan elektrik. bila wujudnya unexpected person exist in our life, baru la kita sedar yang sebenarnya kita berhak untuk happy :) walaupun kadang2 bila kita berseorangan kita akan mula pikir yang bukan2. dan juga kita cenderung untuk buat anything out of mind.kan? so elakkan la ok? sara cakap ni untuk diri sendiri jugak. sebab perasaan ni la yang pada mulanya pernah menjatuhkan sara ke satu tahap yang sangat terok pada satu masa dahulu. menyesal pada mulanya. tapi nasi sudah menjadi bubur. we cant changed anything. so, berani buat. sendiri tanggung la kan? recover by recover, i did turned to be someone better. even still a lil of that changes,im still trying to change though. actually, its a matter of trying. it doesnt matter how far u did changed, but it more to our intention. insyallah, dengan niat pon kita mampu menguatkan diri untuk berubah. kan?

*yes,change is coming!

missing...

kenapa blog menjadi semakin bosan dan bosan. or aku yang tak de tarikan untuk menulis blog neh? aih.. mana mood aku? maybe i dun have any topic to write for. or it's because of my boring life til i dun have any idea to put on. aku rasa hidup aku dah complete dah. sangat2 complete. alhamdulillah for what ive been given all this while. ive my own family blood,cousin yang sangat masok kepala ngan aku, and my beloved boyfie. thanks for those who's still stayed until now on. love you all <3 maybe after this,i wont frequently blogging like before. only if i have time to do so then i will. ok? it just i felt something missing in my life. i hope that missing wont go too far from me. cz i do miss my student life. study+stay under one roof+sleep+eat+hangout+car pooling and many more. i miss my xoxo girls aka pesona girls -.- dont you?

ALERT for all muslims :)

Whoever fasts on the 9 -10 - MUHARRAM (14-15 of december) it is as though he has done Ibadat for 2 years and whoever makes someone else aware of this its as though he has done ibadat for 80 years.

 

* thankx to shafiqa azima:)

 

 

 

 

how to make my blog stunning like others blog huh?

sara buta it. tatau apa2 pasal blog. so that, sapa2 yang tau nak wat my blog jadi cantik, entertaining, publish adv n etc, put the LIKE button for fb and so on. got so many thing i wanna put. just i dunno how! aihh.. can any one out there who brilliant about those savvy thingy :) HEHE. tq :)

demi masa

Yang dikejar tak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran. makanya, pegang la dengan apa yang kita miliki sekarang ni. tidak menyesal dikemudian hari :) ya allah ya tuhan ku, kuatkan la hati hamba mu ini untuk meneruskan kehidupan sebagai seorang insan yang bergelar wanita :)

*ok,title tade kene mengena ngan post aku kali ni, HAHA ;p

screwed up

not every single thing we can share with our partner. am i right? cz sometimes there is a boundary between secret and things we free to share with anybody. yet when they're our special one. not intentionally i dont want to share with you. bcz of few things that i need to avoid with, thus i decided to just kept silence instead of im allowing anything bad to happen. im sorry sayang for that. i didnt mean to. i know you did u're best to share everything with me. but i didnt. kan? im not trying to be secretive. and please dont drag these kind of issues. im tired of those silly things -,-

* I LOVE YOU,MNRZ!!

another fact, HUMAN BEING !

this pic captured the right meaning of human being.

everybody deserved to have those feelings.

* daily hug is a must -,-

done!

throughout my first perfect a week here in shah alam sec13 for my internship course. cant wait for another onward week. fun to be part of WENKT VACATION and proudly to have my dear around me :) every night without miss gotta met you up. even kejap. kita still jumpe kan? HEHE. love you honey! thanks cz turun sec13 for me and lepaking with ur lovely frens! i like them! :) soo, currently waiting for next week :)

* bak kata pete, have a good time with u all. sweet memory en? HEHE :)

it just.....

FREEDOM!

*cz im legal :)

naz,tolong la bengang dengan post kali ni. sebab pendek gilaa!

HAHA ;p

sayangnyerr!

hensem, tapi PATAH! aihh. sangat perfect but when it turns to identity crisis, feels like what a waste. am i right? yeah lumrah manusia macam tu. tapi apakah puncanya? diri sendiri? ibubapa? influence kawan2 sekeliling? or memang dia dilahirkan sebegitu kejadiannyer sebagai manusia? em.

different background with new lifestyle :)

 cantik tak cantik tak cantik tak??

baru bukan?

HAHA.

ok, gedik enuff sara!

*sangat happy. shah alam brought a big impact to me! 

a lot happier to be by your side sayang. I LOVE YOU <3

ahmad yusri, ble dah janji kene kotakan tau?

haaa..u dun messed with me ahmad yusri! grr. pls say ur word! HAHA. kawan2,ni bukti yer. saya tak tipu :)

 conv. #1

conv. #2

tolong highlight yang, 

"JOHNNY PUN BOLEH LA"

haa jawab yus. kau jangan mengelat ok? lap you! ahaks :P

first day

WENKT VACATION :) ouh i just made my day great! doing on something ive learnt before. and now, tak sabar nak cari customer once offer accomplished :) others, please kumpul duit! jom travel sesama! yeay! :D practical ouh practical. HAHA

*sec13 - subang?? tadehal laa :P

internet boundary.

bye2 to all citizen.im away depends on internet connection availablity at my rumah sewa in sec13,shah alam. wish me luck out there :) gambatte sara!!

"YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND!"

ive got what i wanted.

thankx cz followed my command :)

*good for you.take care of that someone.

just in a moment

big different will does.

and hell yeah! cant wait to see you you and you! 

*wish me luck on my internship course:)

finally. good job ha sara :)

i kinda BATAK jugak la. HAHA. at least i still managed to learn how to make blog title by my own :) phewh-.- letih jugak ler nak mengedit ni. yes, nampak hodoh+senang+simple bukan? but i simply love my own creativity. AHAKS;p sampai kena marah bagai cz i took a long time to edit those thing. hah! tengok ni. i dah siap la. wekk;p HAHA. ok,dah cukup la nak berlagak pon sara. orang tak heran pon ngan blog kau. em-.- tapi, ADA AKU KESAH? haha :D

*sayang,happy 1st monthlysary ye?i love you dear:)

there's no a second chance.

don't judge me with my past! it's truly hurt-.-

sayang, i do not need the second chance.

kind of tutorial. but more to share :)

aku macam geram la kan orang2 yang pandai edit2 gambar ni en. then satu hari ni aku cuba2 la cam gatal tangan nak try edit gambar konon2 macam lomo la. HAHA. so aku pon try la. n this is the results :)

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haa ni la hasilnya. taaadaaaa :)

tatau la ni ke hasil yang sebenar. tapi aku suka je. yela diri sendiri yang buat. puas hati la kan. HAHA. cara nya senang jek. pergi kat software photoscape. go to film effect and choose agfa(high). do press agfa again n again to get the real lomo action :) try it. and you will get the satisfaction. goodluck :)

fakta

minat,tak bermakna kita akan perolehnya.
minat,tak bermakna sayang.
minat,tak bermakna cinta.
minat,tak bermakna pendirian kita.
minat,tak bermakna kita dapat menyentuhnya.
minat,tak bermakna boleh mengubah segalanya.

*betul bukan?

itu lah hakikatnya

kenapa dia buat boleh. aku buat tak boleh. adik beradik kot. tu la bezanya antara anak perempuan last and anak lelaki. itu lah hakikatnya tapi aku boleh jaga diri aku la. tapi bila? bila persoalan sekarang ni diorang akan beri sepenuh kepercayaan kat aku?! emm-.-

*i already big girl ok!

here i come!!!

ouh such a long time after he going back to subang while he's in penang. yesterday,around 10++am he did picked me up at home to shoot straight to subang, AGAIN! thankx sayang sebab sanggop turun dari subang pergi n balek subang balek:) i memang suka susah kan u.HAHA. and here the pictures. quite lazy to narrat. zzz..

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 F21 sunway pyramid

*muka busuk sangat napa?HAHA :D*

 thankx sayang for the exotic sweater! 

really love and appreciated that =)

 lepak kat tasik subang.

lovely scene+cupcorn+mengumpat orang!

HAHA =D

murni aka ur fav place ;)

next is we gonna meet ameer aqif at patio@9 :) farah dun get jealous but pls do envy! HEHE. tapi bosan la subang awak tade :P we'll wait til ure back >.< 

ok,sekian untuk hari ni. saya sayang awak. thankx bawak i jalan2 at ur place and introducing me to your friends :)  

p/s:  I LOVE YOU!

susah la camni..

susah la camni. parents ngan kawan2, mana lagi penting? yes family! tapi kenapa apa yang kita nak dorang tak paham? aku tau aku anak bongsu, anak last perempuan plak tu. yes aku berbeza ngan akak aku. tapi dorang taley compare aku ngan akak aku cam tu. pape pon aku tak rasa aku berhak untuk berkawan. so guys n babes of mine, im so sorry cz wont be able to hang up together. em-.- watever it is. aku tak pernah lupa kawan. it just wanna make things not too tight between family and i. for you, im sorry cz i cant be there at the time you want me to be there sayang. i try. but this is for our own good n future :) i believe that once we make our family come first, theres always have wisdom for it :) i love you sayang<3

train made me melt!

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I’m usually getting in it
I’m not in it to win it
And there’s a thousand ways you can skin it
My feet have been on the floor
Flat like an idle singer
Remember winger
I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life
But I’m afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There’s no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me
If it’s love
And we decide that it’s forever
No one else could do it better
If it’s love
And we’re two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I’m addicted to loving you
And you’re addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That’s enough for me
Took a loan on a house I own
Can’t be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
’cause it’s poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
’cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face
You can move in
I won’t ask where you’ve been
’cause everybody has a past
When we’re older
We’ll do it all over again




p/s : sing this song have kind of feelings that cant faded away and made me alive every time clock ticking!ilysm.

fikir fikirkan lah

stop if menyakitkan
stop if tak boleh tengok kebahagiaan
stop if tak boleh teruskan
stop if hati seseorang itu tak boleh dipaksa lagi
stop if tak mampu
tapi satu je yang tak akan stop.
kenangan dan persahabatan :)
u noe wat i mean rite?
thankx to be there with me ONCE,friend :)

differentiate

i love him. i love her. between friend and lover. friend will always remain forever. even how hard it'll be. lover is person whom we fall in love with. they also friends of us. both will start and end up with friends. if lover failed, it will turn up to be friend. but friends never failed.there's no boundary between friends. so why we need to scared that you will lose 'em? just pray that friends will stay for any longer. i always searching for the best in this world. and finally i found YOU. and i dun know how i can love u til tis much! hope u will stay as i do. knowing you such a teenage dream:)

p/s : i miss my topman!-.-

sakit hati.

sengaja atau tak sengaja?
gurau atau serious?
endah tak endah je.emm
tapela.baru sikit.
banyak lagi bende lain yang lebih sakit.
thankx for that testimonial:)

*lagi rindu lagi suka bagi dugaan en?

almost there:)

yeah.tomorrow equals to 10th nov will be my second last day for me to seat for my final examination for this semester. n the next day fall on sunday,14thnov. then i can meet my parents, packing those thingy n go back to KL.yeah!! friends n honey,wait for me ok? :) but seems this semester will be my last semester here in penang, kind of gimme an impact n will be missing u PENANG! sokay,ada jodoh kita jupe lagi. you taught me a lot for growing me up to be a human. ok just nak cakap,tak sabar nak balek KL!jyeahhhh \m/

the end

yeah. this is the end for our war. ok. i dun want hurt any people's heart anymore. i tanak u salah faham. and all i want is our friendship. tak besok lusa kita akan jupe jugak. kan? tak di dunia, diakhirat :) ok la. i know our friendship still can be safe it just surrounding n people around us too pushy and too complicated to understand. apa pon yang awak buat, pikir panjang sikit ok? memories dengan awak sikit pon i tak pernah lupa. take care buddy!

*kehilangan seorang kawan lagi sakit dari hilang kekasih :(

MOHAMMAD NOR REDZUAN

i did missed you! i need you so badly!
time please fly a lil bit faster! aihh-.-
i hate being in this situation! i need your support sayang!
urgh! pls god, bring me into his arm!
honey i miss you!

differentiate between relationship among girls and among guys?

kalau boleh aku nak buat blog ni out of topic of yours. tapi kau membuatkan aku tercabar dengan kata-kata kau! tapi aku amek tu dugaan jek. aku tau. kalau kawan tu, kawan jugak. tak kemana la weh. unless you yourself the one who wants to end this friendship! dalam kawan among girls, no JODOH for us talk about. its about fate on how we handle our frienship :)

re-born!

ouh i just wanna give new life for my blog! no sorrow, no pain, no harm pls! hehe.sayang,nak jadikan blog ni blog both of us boleh?:D WHEN HEART WHISPERED,pls be good to me!i love you buu <3

END~

such a long awaited stuff i wanna get and its paid off!

ACER ASPIRE4741Z

finally u became mine:))

thankx a lot to ayah for gave me this such a wonderful laptop!

(ceh ttbe nak sayang an:P)

hehe.slalu pon sayang.tapi..hari ni terlebey sayang!ahaha:D

so now on i managed to use my own laptop.yeay!

alhamdulillah>.<

berkat kesabaran aku selama ni berbaloi

walaupun tak sebarapa aku bersyukur n at least i owned one:))

for whom i did borrowed ur lovely laptop,thankx a lot.

u guys helped me a huge sacrificed to let me borrowed urs!hehe..

lagi2 to my beloved housemates:)

sayang korang.

pasni tade sara nak pinjam2 laptop korang da.sian korang kan?

layan jek sara ni yang suka meminjam!ahaks:)

tu sara sayang korang tu!hehe:D

k la sblom melalut,better i stop!hehe.

lastly,thankx again to ayah for this great stuff:))

*abang kata,senyum sampai ke telinga la saya hari ni:)) ngee>.<

End Toddles:D

special post for ADYBA ANGGUN!

NUR ADIBA ABD JALIL:))

here we go with the story.

first of all im goin to change my mood to serious mood:(

she's going to leave all of us in that house in penang.

she's my junior but same age in our diploma in tourism management

shes pretty,arent you??

she will goin to proceed her degree in uitm shah alam. 

diba,sara tatau nak strt cane.

once dapat tau pasal diba nak pegi macam cool lagi tapi ble lagi lme lagi dekat rase sangat how our house will be look alike.hmm

nanti sapa lgi yang nak dibuli and mmbuli:(

tade budak yang paling seksi kat uma tu..

tade exad nak datang kat uma amek diba,anta diba sume..

laksa peranti yang sedap tuu..pasni kene pegi sndri.

nak tgok wayang ke hangout ke midnite tak cukup korem da nnt.

tade orang nak kasi sara pinjam laptop da.
emm byk la if nak cakap bnde yang akan berubah nnt.

got a lot of sweet thing we had been through together kan??

sangat happy,senang dengan diba.

diba salu dgr crita2 sara..

tak kesah la diba bz ke tapi diba ader je tuk dgr crita2 lagi2 gosip..haha:)

aih..hope sangat diba datang penang salu.

alang2 jupe exad tu jupe kitorang sume skli!hehe..

tak pon if kat kl kte jupe2 ok?

sara tatau nape sara nak sangat wat post ni.

sara rase sara da hilang one of my bff by my side.

ni yang sara rasa time dorang decide tok pegi degree dulu..

kalo tak macam ni la agaknyer kot.

i cant imagine.

last,thousand sorry from me sayang!

sorry if sara ada saketkan hati diba.

halalkan makan minum sesama k??

jangan lupa sara ok?

insyallah panjang umur kita jupe lagi ok?

sayang dba sangat2!

take care out there k?

study smart and hard:)

i noe u can do it.

u're a smart girl:D

sure im gonna miss u everyday in that house!

lots of love from me,mmuahhh<3

xoxo

amek angin!

need to follow mama's need,i need to wake up early at 0943am on 17th June wic she wanted to go to Ekspo Barangan Malaysia wic held at Putra World Trade Centre.
at first only both of us are going but last minute action my cuzy,shasha ronaldo(her name at fb page:P) had joined us coincidentally:)
so mama pon suke la de ada kawan selain anak de yang membosankan ni!ahaha:D kan ma kannn??
ok,had deal with my aunt who work there(pwtc) to meet us somewhere.ok then..wait untill 10-15mins long she came over us to bring us lunch at Restaurant RiverSide in that buliding too.
at first mama said,"mahal la dek","cari yg murah2 la",kedai mamak ke mane2 ke","the mall kat luar tu ke"..
then i said jokily,sokay ma..mokteh nak belanja kita tu!ahaha..
idk that she took my joke seriously and straight away drag us to eat there.
aku ape lagi,laju je laa!huhu:))
bukan first time tapi teruja since da lame tak makan situ and i noe i wont draw any penny for what i will eat:))
huahah>.< jahat punyer anak buah kan??haha:D
ala,bukan salu kan mokteh kan??wakaka eh ehhh!!
ok,makan makan makan dan makan lagi..
here was the picture on our table:)

mama with Senator look alike!wakakaka:P

thank you so much mokteh:)) moga murah rezeki!aminn~

mama's bestfren:P shasha ronaldo:))

here i am!!:)) the ndutndut Ouh Sara>.<

n here we go the end of the agenda of eating:))

penat tak muka ku rakan2??hehe..tapi mampu menghabiskan saki baki terakhir:))

alhamdulillah kenyang walaupun sikit ala carte nye!:D

done eating my unty stood up and she said,"bayaq sat":)) aku pon ape lagy,"tau amek byk2(jokily:P)hehe"

n sume pon tatau how much we've been ate tadi.hanya dia dan cashier sahaja yg tahu.haha..

later on we proceed with our very first agenda wic is go to the ekspo.

n yeah! i been round round and round last2 i saw one booth wic artist did their make up thingy there..

aku pon terjengah2 la macam makcik2 tengok sapa artist yang ade.then i found out that there were daus af8,nad af8,zahida rafik and a few yg aku tak kenal but from af8 jugak.haha..sian jek:P naseb ko ler!

so here one pic with lovely cute funny daus:))

heheee>.< maluuuu:S

done photo clicked with him and also zahida rafik aka nabila nadia adnan!na,aku jupe kembar ko!!ahaha:D

tapi malas nak upload pic ngan de sbb blurr..sdey:(

tape,dapat tgok kawan aku pon jadi la.kan nana kan??:P wuahaha:))

then we go to solat zohor first since we wanted to wait for asar together at one time but then lambat sangat we just did prayed for zohor only and asar at home.penat sangat!tak larat nak tunggu..

ape lagii..cabut la balek!penat!

sampai je rumah sume terbongkang tido!haha..lawak jek..tapi fun la:))

ok,tu je la aktvti saya sementara mama nga school holiday..

til meet dear readers again,muahh2 lotsoflove!<3

*teman la ur parents til u guys have the chance to,

meanwhile there's no chance with:(

rezeki always there when u ols made they as your priority!aminn~

End Toddles>.<

14th Jun 1955,mama's big day!

yeah on that day in 2010,genap la umur mama 55th:))

umur je yang macam byk kan??tapi mama jiwa muda tau??

ehehe:D 

mama,thanks for everything!

uve been my very best mama EVER!!

all of us love you!

bewan,bejat,kekna,bejan,kakjun,ayah n my lil nephew,adly ikhwan:))

sorry for my bad behavior:( 
i noe myself have been ur worst daughter than kakak:(

im sorry,i just kids who wanna n new to get know WORLD:))

be strong ok even how hard u wanna through that:))

we as ur children always be besides you to support you mathah!!hehe:D

anyway,I LOVE YOU mama <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA:))

here we go

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MAMA,lap you muah2<3

the cake,brownies from SR:))

*nappy or happy??ahaha:D

*some our father was right and 

some weren't!

thus,ayah..why ure so stingy?:(

End Toddles:))

IKEA weyhh!!ahaha:))

Hey readers!!!wish u guys had a great day like mine too!!

semalam bersamaan June,5th.

supposedly i need to accompany mama n ayah to segamat got wedding to attend.

unfortunately,as people yg KETEGAQ nau nak bangun pagi ni..

mmg kene tggl la dengan mamayah!:(

wuahaha..tapi,tidak mengapa yer kawan2.sbb saya lagi suke ble dapat pegi ikea!!!wakakaa:))

i like bebeh!dengan sapa lagi if not wit my favorite bro n beloved sis with her hubby..

ouh sumpah da lame tak p mutiara damansara.last pegi pon OU sahaja!

wat the LAME la sara!ouh sara ouh sara!!!:P

so,here i comes with the picture taken there:)) enjoy bebeh!>.<

*tak sah la kan if pegi ikea tak melaram habes wat cam uma sndri!ahaha:P

 am i right about the fact??:P

aku ske pic ni!!tatau nape:D

i noe u like this too babe!!:))

love my mok much<3

queue kah??haha..no la..stop.pose.smile:D

end of the pic!!:))

suke la dapat camni lagy if only if i can go with my friend:(

 YOU,datang sini nnt kita pergi ok??

>.<

End Toddles~